it's this jealousy ..

What is jealousy?

Jealousy is an emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, particularly in reference to a human connection. Jealousy often consists of a combination of presenting emotions such as anger, resentment, inadequacy, helplessness and disgust. It is not to be confused with envy.

thank you very much, aunt Wikipedia.

Well, at the moment I am really jealous. Wanna know why? 
I like this page on Facebook, it's called Team Darren Criss, well they have a new admin, Fiona, who told us that her english teacher once dated Darren. First thing to be jealous of. They still talk and well, I think that Fiona is happy to have such an amazing teacher. 
So there was this other girl. who said she had his phone number. More jealousy. I wrote to her and she told me how she got his number .. I'm not going to tell you because I think it's pretty personal and that wloud be such a long story, well she seems to be really nice, but I can't stop that green-eyed monster, which makes me even more jealous. Wow, I think she has achived a lot.

Now a nice thing. She told me that there would be a convention in Germany and a couple of StarKids would be going there. It's called RingCon, here the link
http://www.ringcon.de/
so as you may see it's pretty soon, 5th - 7th october, I'D LOVE TO GO THERE, but it might be to last-minute for my partens and especially for my best friend's mom, because I won't go there without her.

So wish me luck to persuade my parents and my friend's mom and you will get the most amazing post you could ever dream of, PROMISE

here's a song which expresses my feelings so well at the moment .. well fitting to it's source a song from Darren Criss in a lyrics version ♥

an meine deutschen Leser: na, was ist mit euch, geht ihr zur RingCon? Ich würde mich über antworten freuen :)

Chrissy out, bitches

missing necklace

Yaay, my dad and I found my long missing necklace.

here's the story about how I got it, how I lost it and how I found it

It's my favourite necklace, even though it's not the most fashionable one, because I got it for my 14th birthday from a really good friend. Well, she used to be a good friend, but now she's busy with being the pretty, popular girl and finding other pretty friends. That's why I love the necklace so much .. it reminds me of the time we spent together, wow, that sounds so cheesy, but that's the way it is, we used to sing together and to talk about the future we were dreaming of .. oh my gosh, I get really soppy right now .. her birthday is a couple of days earlier than mine and we agreed on NO PRESETNS, but we ended up giving each other necklaces. Yeah, that's how I got it.

There's a theatre group I love a lot, it's called Team StarKid, they do amazing plays, the one that is involved in this story is called 'A Very Potter Musical'. It's a play based on the Harry Potter novels from JK Rowling, in which Darren Criss (Blaine Anderson on Glee) is playing the Harry .. well, my best friend and I were in my bedroom re-playing a scene from this play

look at 8:43 - 9:07
I was Ron and I took the necklace and I flailed the necklace around and let go of it, then it fell behind my huge (and it's literally huge, you can't just shove it around when something falls behind it) wardrobe. So that's how I lost it.

Ok and now comes the story about how I found it. Over my bedroom is the attic and it's not that well build .. so after 10 years living in that house sort of a bump build on my ceiling, so my dad tried to fix it .. he had to shove the wardrobe in order to reach the bump. So we found a lot of dust and MY NECKLACE. True Story. Happy Ending. Yay.

On this occasion I wanted to say that I'm really sorry for my english, I know it's not bad, but I'm sure there're so many mistakes
Btw, please check out Team StarKid on Youtube if you don't know them already

Chrissy out, bitches